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I have been been having more fantasies in recent times, which has been particularly liberating. They vary, sometimes assertive and other times submissive, some quite extreme and not who I thought I am, but all excite me.
Some of my fantasies are just that, imagination that excites me, increasing my desires for him, wanting his cock inside me. Some I want to fulfill, some i won’t, some will be shared with my husband, and some I will keep hidden.
When we were younger, we bought Nancy Fridays book – Women on Top, sort of appropriate for me, where women wrote in with their most intimate fantasies and fetishes, some true, some just a fantasy. Many exciting me, provoking my imagination but keep them well hidden from my husband.
We don’t talk about our fantasies. Mine are private, in my imagination, they excite me, but cannot be said out loud.
My husband has a high sexuality and libido, and I know he masturbates when i am not around. I suspect our sexuality is the same, but as a woman, i can control my self more and not give into the cravings. I have noticed lately, he likes to be teased, brought to the edge, but with no release. We do this each morning to start the day, playing with his nipples, stroking his cock and teasing his perineum. I enjoy the control of the tease, and power to control his cock, but deny anything further.
I think my husband has a submissive feminine side, balanced with an understanding, a gentleness that wants to pleasure both of us. I do tease him with little hints, eluding to my hidden desires, but never being explicit, wanting his mind to wonder, his thoughts trying to work out my meaning, his own mind fantasying and exploring his own sexuality and desires.
Just recently, we had bought silk night masks to help us sleep, and decided it could be fun if I wore it on our next weekly sex date session. He had readied the room with some ylang ylang scent and put on some sensual tantric music.
I lay on the bed with my favourite lingerie set and put on my night mask, I couldn’t see anything, but instantly my mind started to relax from the scent and music, drifting into relaxation.
My body relaxed, my breathing slowed and all tension held from the work week and life pressures started to go. My mind drifted, thoughts entering and leaving, in a trance of relaxation. I could feel my sexuality rising, the feeling of the lingerie bursa escort against my skin, tingling, my whole body in a deep state of restfulness.
I am a Gemini, the twins, one being seen during the day, responsible, reliable conservative, giving to all and sacrificing her needs. The other twin, underlying another personality; more outward, sexually confident, dominant and not willing to compromise on her own needs and satisfaction, rarely rising, but now we have more time and no kids at home, wanting to come out more frequently.
The two personalities opposites to each other, but fitting together like a jigsaw.
I hear my husband enter the room, darkness surrounds me. His hands lightly touching and caressing my body. My mind focusses on the sensations, feeling the desire rise from his touch.
The lightness of his hands over my body, tingling every part of me, feeling his lips and tongue on my body, licking, kissing, moving down my body to my inner thighs, wanting to pleasure me, wanting my sex.
His fingers trace the top of my lace briefs, pressing his fingers against my mound,
my pussy lips, my clit tingling and becoming erect. I am getting moist from his teasing, making my briefs wet from my excitement.
His hands delicately removes my briefs. He spread my legs, showing my womanhood in all its glory, engorged, wet, ready for the next delight. His tongue probes my slit, his lips suck and pull my lips. His tongue continues its exploration entering my wet hole, going further and licking my perineum before teasing my ass.
His fingers feel my smooth skin, prying my lips apart, gently, feeling the wetness and inserting his finger inside, one then two. His fingers explore deeper, probing finding my inner erogenous spots, the feeling exquisite.
I want more, his fingers deeper, spreading my pussy wider, touching my insides.
He removes his fingers, wet from my juices. I feel them touch my lips, I can smell my scent and lick them. My taste was sweet, the wetness, smooth and slick. I sucked on his fingers like it was a cock, devouring my juices, wanting more.
My erotic thoughts were rising, my hidden Gemini twin had risen from the depths of my mind, wanting to go further, try new kinks, with no inhibitions and no constraints.
I feel a cock near my lips, wanting to be sucked. I open my mouth and take bursa eskort it, gently wrapping my lips around the head. I engulfed his full length, grabbing his butt, pushing it deeper, his cock hitting the back of my throat.
The cock feels larger, thicker, stretching my whole mouth, longer, going deeper into my throat. I am feeling so different, horny, wanting more, wanting to control and satisfy my fantasies.
I was totally absorbed, wanting his cock, when I felt lips and tongue on my clit. It couldn’t be him, he was above me, his cock in my mouth. The mouth moved to my nipples, sucking, biting, burning with desire.
I felt another hand! I was confused.
The blindfold not letting even a hint of light to peak through.
The fingers were exploring, multiple fingers inside me, probing, before going lower, pressing my perineum, teasing my ass, the wet fingers easily probing my ass. My nerve endings tingling with the sensation of the anal play.
I continue to suck the cock, growing harder in my mouth, sweet pre-cum continuously seeping from the tip. Suddenly the cock hardens, pulsating and ejaculates, exploding in my mouth, warm sweet cum filling my mouth. I kiss him on the lips, sharing the cum, he cleans my mouth of his cum.
I start sucking his cock to hardness again. I am in total control.
My excitement increases, i want the cocks inside me, both holes, I get on top of the large thick cock, inserting it into my pussy, enjoying the feeling as it enters me, the thickness stretching my sides, going deep inside, touching areas not touched before.
My pussy feels full, my lips strteched, engorged. I want to orgasm and ejaculate sweet white cum from my pussy. I feel the other erect cock, smaller, thinner, probing my lubricated ass, the tip pushing against my hole. I relax my opening and letting the head enter, my muscles gripping the tip, controlling the cock, teasing it, but not letting it cum.
I relax the muscle and let it go deeper, completely in control of the cocks movement and my pleasure.
I feel the 2 cocks grinding against each other, pushing against my insides. The pleasure excruciating, the fantasy of being fucked by 2 cocks, 2 holes.
My orgasm builds, my body tenses, every inch of it tingling, sweating, my holes hot, suddenly my whole body orgasm, releases, every muscle spasms, but strangely all tension disappears, my muscles relaxing but continue with slow pulsating from the orgasm contractions.
I am filled with cum, my own excretions plus the 2 cocks copious sperm.
I relax my muscles, but not letting the cocks leave, using my muscles to keep them inside. My muscles masturbate them using my contractions from the inside, not letting them go limp. I want them to fuck me again, another orgasm looms. The cocks are moving in unison, my cum filled insides providing copious lubrication and in unison with each other, we all cum again.
My groin is wet with sweat, saliva and cum dripping from the 2 holes and 6 orgasms. A mouth goes down, cleaning, devouring the seeping cum from my pussy and ass. He moves to my mouth, sharing the combined cum juices. I can’t control my self, devouring, lapping up the slick sweet liquid.
My hand is moved to one of the semi hard cocks, still covered in cum, I feel a mouth engulf the bigger cock. Still blindfolded, my imagination is wild with the thought of the vision of my husband sharing a cock that had freshly fucked me, his mouth engulfing the cock as it cums again in his mouth.
We are exhausted, the intensity of the orgasms excruciating.
My blindfold is still on, it felt so real, who was the other man, or was it my imagination. I took the blindfold off, my husband above me, smiling, but no one else to be seen.
I was stunned, the blindfold unleashed my hidden inside, my imagination unconstrained, feeling so real, thoughts that were so free and liberating.
I know I have these erotic thoughts, sometime when I am by myself but I push them back down. The lack of visual arousal, made my mind more responsive to the other sensors, in full relaxation, no distractions. My mind drifted down to my deepest thoughts, filling the visual void.
The suppression of these thoughts was exhausting, but the rise of these thoughts was meditative, releasing tension held in my body and mind.
What else was buried and ready to come out in my conscious thoughts?
How would I feel about the sin of thinking them?
I paused and looked at him, i love him so much, and want to share my new found freedom with him.
Do I tell him, how would he react? Would he feel inadequate, or find it arousing as I have and encouraged me to become more open with my sexuality, explore more, relasing them into the open?
I had to find out!
The next week, with the help of my Gemini twin, I planned a repeat of the blindfold experience and see if the sensation worked on him.
I want to hear his fantasies!
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